Oh and I don’t think I like psychology much anymore. I have no clue whatsoever what I want to do with my life.
I’ve been having a lot of night time anxiety. It happens mainly when I’m trying to sleep. I’ll suddenly think of something very minor, and my heart will start pounding and I’ll be full of regret. The worst part about this is the absurdity of it. For example, for a month now I’ve been very upset over my mom accidentally throwing away a Halloween candy bowl. I mean if that isn’t nuts, I don’t know what is. How can I be this upset about a bowl? How could a candy bowl keep me awake at night?